Ultimatum!!

A-range is a must.. otherwise.. I can pack my backpack and buy a briefcase instead to prepare for interviews..

2.5 days left.. Please, give me an A- in the worst case scenario!! I need this grade!!

My score right now is healthy, but certainly not wealthy.. I would be ecstatic if somehow I can push it to the high 70s, fulfilling my "dream" of having monotonic increasing scores throughout the course..

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GRE subject.. a little bit worried.. should I phone (ask for help) again?? Hung and Kanber both <= 900.. and my performance was probably no better..

They looked super confident after the test.. while I haven't done 17 questions.. In any case, please don't give me a score <850..

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Is it really that easy to get mad studying PhD in US??!! I don't think so, as long as you know that your ultimate goal is to study for interest, but not to get a degree or to finish a thesis..

You don't have to worried about what others think, as long as you know it is the "right" thing to do.. just let others do all the laughing.. the more they laugh, the more stupid they get..

Even if we failed in the end, so what??!! We've already tried something they didn't.. Success or failure should never be your concern.. Just enjoy your living time and do whatever you like..

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Damn, today, I give the worst tutorial of the whole semester.. If originally, I can get a "good" from the student, now, it becomes an "above average" or just "average".. I look so stupid today that everyone smiles.. damn!!

Anyway, I'm happy my duty is almost done for this semester.. Now, just get stronger "electro-magneto-mentalphysically"~~

Throughout the whole semester, I have asked around 5 questions during lessons.. every time, I looked extremely stupid.. today is better, at least Prof's lips are up instead of down..

I truly believe my physics is getting slightly better after taking EM, although still too far from being good.. physicists really make ppl scary.. they are just too good.. (according to my definition, not all physics professors are physicists, I bet there are more engineers than physicists in our department.. some are just professors, but not anything else)

I've tried my best to be as smart as and as curious as these true physicists, but probably it is too late to do the "simulation"..