I feel confused

What I believe now is, stock the mind first, and then I can figure things out, in my own way..

But this task is not as easy as I thought.. It is indeed a formidable one..

I don't want to be a wanderer of thoughts.. I need to be calm.. and develop a good habit that will make myself happy for the rest of my life..

This is the single most important question.. Having a turbulent mind can do one no good..