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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Something is bothering me

This is a dilemma.. If one doesn't become addicted, one won't learn enough skills to become a robot, and only a robot can earn enough this day.. But then who loves being just a robot? And so you explore, and are charmed by the many different ways to be a robot.. ppl just almost always can find their loveliest robotics to dig themselves into.. just an impressive feat altogether..

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after seeing so impressive a variety, one probably shouldn't be arrogant and 'll be more humble.. but then there're some ppl that've got no fear.. not only they won't accept others' differences, they just can't leave others alone..

they always pretend to be friendly at first, and get sincerely hostile afterwards.. here and there, they will pop up and try their best to disturb you.. I don't know what's the point.. but I really don't want to deal with such meaingless moments any more..

It isn't healthy both ways, to escape or not escape.. so what should one do?? wear multiple faces all the time as precaution?? and learn how to deal with different types of ppl however much you hate and despise them??

This is a skill that I sorely lack.. and I really wanna know how to acquire it without changing the person one is..

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The best way is, stick with your own type.. and you won't feel unhappy from here on.. but then it really requires luck.. and it's no good either, for staying with the same kind of ppl will blur one's vision.. the brain will lose its adapting power after being too comfortable for a long time..

I guess I'll have to train myself a little in this respect next year..

1 comment:

wingsofdream said...

O man, I think you have done a good work already!! you are kind and gentle even to the people you don't like. That is good enough. No need to pretend to be very good friends with those ppl...