Another epiphany

I suddenly think that you have to respect yourself even when you are a nobody..

"This is the way I want myself to be", not giving a fiddler's fart whether he/she is a professor or a pain in the arse..

That's McCourt's English.. and I like it..

"You have to find your own style." Right, I am trying. How come I don't realize such a simple rule before?

I really feel so much strength in his words..

Such an attitude, I think, will be my source of confidence in writing the thesis..

I particularly shouldn't feel bad if I speak bad English in front of a foreigner -- Bradley Foreman is his name -- who knows only one language.. hehe.. I am simply so much better.. wahaha..

Thesis defence is just a piece of cake.. Now~ I only have to ~ MAKE IT!