Got a chip in the shoulder

Some people are like that.. They are never going to let go of
any time and any opportunities to show their passions
and earn the numerous advantages and disadvantages that come with them..
They would then be self-constrained for most of their lives,
at least from the point of view of outsiders..

These are the best scholars, yet their lives are too tough..
and maybe somewhat too exciting.. so exciting that it gets dull..

This is not what I want.. and what do I want??

Be sure to know your role.. and try not to do anything beyond your wishes..
Life is too short.. Ultimate freedom is achieved when you can be your own boss..