Damn, it really depresses me

Man, I am really screwed up. I don't like it any more. I mean physics.
I think I won't like it again until I have some dough in my pocket.
I am not very good in following others' rules,
including the rules in academia, if you want to be specific.
I am better in making my own rules.
Damn, how it depresses me.
I haven't been whining that much for years.
Not until I run into the still unfinished thesis again.
What the fuck, if you want to hear me say that.
It's just a few days of work from being completed.
Why does it take so long? I know not.
There're just too much things on-going behind the scene.

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Don't worry about me though.
I am just writing.