Time is ticking

Were I to get up tomorrow realizing that it's already September, with the thesis and the MPhil defense both completed, I would be extremely happy..

My heart and soul, for now at least, are no longer here.. They have left my body and fly away.. Without them, my brain has remained in it less than 30% of its usual power..

So, writing a stupid MPI program would take me 2 days.. learning the names of some architectures for parallel programming would take me a whole night..

Right now, there's no way that I can proceed with physics, which, you know what? I still love it but it's time to take a break from it, in order not to waste any more time, and, in order to really learn it..

There are no usual jobs that would suit a guy that treasures freedom so much.. So, I really need to find one for myself.. I think I've obtained the ANSWER..

I really could not imagine, how in the hell that people would allow themselves to do something they have no feeling about, for like 40 hours per week?? Can it be explained??

There are simply no points in it.. Am I still not mature enough to think that way?? But, life is really too short not to do the things you love.. otherwise, you are as good as dead..

I am currently dead, waiting for a reborn..