Devil

"A Devil you know is better than a devil you don't know."

Is it? I may love to see the latter devil instead.. it's more exciting.. I wanna say "hi" to him/her/it..

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Why am I always choosing the unconventional way?? isn't it a bad idea to be overly conscious??

I got to trust somebody, right?? but how can I?? when they aren't me, and I ain't them??

I'd rather be an "unsuccessful" wanderlust instead of a not-a-bit-meaningful specialist, wasting all the time for something that brings one no joy..

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send an e-mail to Dr. Szeto for advices.. and his advice is, work for him on networks of novels, which I'm more interested to see the results than working them out my own.. I guess..

anyway, will see him on Friday..

"I do care for students, only few remember me." haha..
"You appear to be a very concientious student interested in physics and has the talent in the subject." conscientious? yes. talent? no. and the most important word -- appear~~
"It is just too bad that you make wrong judgement without getting proper advices." What are the wrong judgements I made? perhaps doing an MPhil at UST is wrong I guess??

I would be ecstatic if I would see an "AD" behind my application no. when I check http://www.cuhk.edu.hk/gss/admission/appresult_tpg.html tomorrow.. don't play waiting games with me, okay??

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Frankly, I am more interested in "words" than "science" at this moment.. I couldn't lie to myself.. what should I do??

I am very bad at multi-tasking.. it has to be one or the other..

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Stop all the whining, you fool!!