Graduation?

1st choice: work through it
2nd choice: defer
3rd choice: quit

If I follow my gut, it would be a defer. If I follow my wish, it would be a quit. But then, I got to follow conventional wisdoms, and so here leaves me nothing but the 1st choice.

Can living on-campus save me? Boss asks me to write programs again..... I am scared..... and never did I hate computers so much like I do now.....